"KP-PC" <k.p.collins at worldnet.att.net%remove%> wrote in message
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| I've =always= had to do everything that I do in a way that 'makes
| end run' around the external-'hackers'.
"=always=" - since 1983, before that there were other analogous
things, but nothing that had the appearance of being
generally-organized - 'just' the stuff inherent in the ways that
folks 'normally' "climb onto other folks' backs".
I know this 'sounds too hard', but, to me, it's all 'just'
'unzipped-fly' stuff - I just See it.
It'd all come under the heading of 'normal' "collaboration" if it
weren't for the fact that I was on the giving end, hoping to 'break
through', but was never credited with respect to the work I did, and
shared, with folks on the 'receiving end' - so, where's the
And now, it's all come down to my just having to try to stay Alive.
Am I 'bad' because I do want to stay Alive?
Is that a 'Capital Crime'?
I know this 'sounds too hard', but I've tried every other way of
working-it-through, haven't I?
Yes, I have.
The Community of Science =needs= to be lifted-up above all such
Clearly, it's fallen to me to do that 'heavy-lifting'.
You know - there's Savagery all around Preying, unchecked, upon
Humanity - and all this B. S. that's built-right-into 'the system' is
turning a 'blind' eye upon it.
It's flat-out Shameful.
It's actually much-worse than 'Shameful'.
You know? I've been out-here for decades begging folks to just do
what needs to be done.
And folks've just 'burried their heads in the sand'.
Imagine all of this from my perspective - I've had to Live, daily,
witnessing the Savagery that's ameliorated in NDT's understanding
Ravaging Innocents - breeding War, 'denying' Hopes, thwarting Peace.
So, if I don't do what needs to be done, then it'd all be my Fault,
I =need=, and want, to meet with folks in-person.
=NOT= to 'badger' folks, but to =just= Do Science.
Anything else is just flat-out Unacceptable.
We've got to lift ourselves up above this Unworthy 'stuff' that's
'moved away from' Truth, allowing the Savagery to run-Rampant.
"Now, Ken, no one will ever talk to you."
No one has, what else is 'new'?
It's the work of 'the bease', "Abstract Ignorance" - ancient stuff,
handed-down, intergenerationally, Professor to Student, Perpetuated,
Institutionalized, 'blindly' and automatically 'willed' to continue
its Ravaging of Humanity.
It's a 'funny' thing, teetering on the brink of starvation - it
strengthens one's ability to say-it-plain. Each 'moment' becomes like
a Precious Jewel, and one becomes Aware of how important it is to
Live that 'moment' in the best-possible way.
It's what I'm trying to do.
I =Understand= that folks're 'blind', and that the stuff I've posted
'today' seems 'offensive'. I =Understand=.
It's just that, because of all that's entailed, =not= saying it would
be the only thing that I could do that would actually be Offensive.
Folks're Dying. Innocents are Suffering. Peace
It's 'time' to just Honor Truth.
K. P. Collins