Well, anyway

k p Collins kpaulc at [----------]earthlink.net
Thu Jan 15 22:53:21 EST 2004


What I posted, quoted below, is a "cheap-shot",
and folks should feel Free to be both disgusted
and revulsed by it.

[It was a TD E/I-minimization 'over-shoot', if any-
one understands what I mean by that. I got 'intense'
[because I =had= to, in order to keep my Promise
re. the Universal Proof], but didn't activate the
'brakes' strongly enough - didn't invert energy-
gradients sufficiently - and the elevated TD E/I
that I had to allow existence within me, 'over-
shot' the Logical 'boundaries' of the Proof.

I Apologize.

The other thing is, =no one= "took" my Life
from me. I Gave it, and my insinuating that
it was 'otherwise' was a Lie - blatent 'moving
away from' Truth that's an Egregious Offense
because of all of my going-on-and-on with
respect to "moving toward Truth. Period."

I Apologize, and resume dragging myself
toward Truth after this sojourn in a 'valley'
of dis-order.

To be fair to myself, there =is= a =lot=
going-on that's hurtful to me, and which
I just don't talk about [because it's been
obvious that the hurtful stuff is calculated
with respect to inducing me to talk about
it - which would leave me looking - well,
as I am :-]

[It's 'funny' - one such thing arrived in the
mail today, and it's main effect was to snap
me out of my 'self-pitying 'state'. So, to
those who sent it, Thank You.]

I'll post further, correlated, discussion in the
"Consciousness" thread.

ken [k. p. collins]

"k p Collins" <kpaulc@[----------]earthlink.net> wrote in message
news:OSuNb.9040$i4.6052 at newsread1.news.atl.earthlink.net...
> [What's here is left 'cryptic', but
> the folks who'll receive it will
> understand.]
>
> Well, anyway, =my= Honor is intact.
>
> All 'you' Lovers of 'secrecy' will find
> out, by and by, but unrushingly, what
> derives in 'your' grouped-'moving away
> from' Truth.
>
> I'll have =nothing= to do with that, BTW.
>
> =My= Honor remains intact.
>
> Now, let's see... it's a Cold winter's 'day'
> in 1961. Life stands before me. How
> will I Live it?
>
> You know - with Life's having been
> taken from me.
>
> K. P. Collins
>
>





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