On 'equilibrium' 'diffusion' and 'vacuums' [was etc]
kenneth.p.collins at worldnet.att.net
Thu Mar 10 23:17:17 EST 2005
"kenneth collins" <kenneth.p.collins at worldnet.att.net> wrote in message
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| Whatever else I try, folks just 'move away
| So I'm left with few options.
I've even thought about offering "blocks"
of the work I've done "for sale" on eBay[tm].
"UnifiedTheory of Central Nervous System
Function, Cognition, Affect, Behavior, 'Consci-
"Sub-'nuclear' Theory that Encompasses all
of Physics, including Cosmology".
Or, perhaps I should use smaller "blocks".
"Mechanism of Creativity."
"Mechanism of Curiosity."
"Mechanism of Volition."
"Meta-'nuclear' 3-D Energydynamics."
[It's not what you "think", so don't 'guess'.]
You know -- let the 'profit'-seekers see that
they have to "Bid, or go out of Business".
But it wouldn't work -- be-cause, anyone
who knew enough to "Bid", would also
know that that "knowledge" would dis-
close that they "did know" and "did 'nothing'".
Which is exactly 'why' no one will do any-
thing that'll enable the understanding to
come-forward, isn't it?
Everyone 'thinking' that they have to 'save
their own butt'.
[That is, everyone is allowing their 'choice
to be Dictated by 'blindly'-automated TD
Despite my discussions of how and why
the Need for Forgiveness is built-right-into
the way nervous systems process information.
I've seen this all along, and I saw that I
had to =not= allow folks to "stumble-into"
If I allowed that, that'd be all there was.
The True-Worth of the understanding
would be lost amidst the 'scandal'.
It's the "Catch-22" under which I must
And it's 'funny', whenever I've 'jumped-
up-and-down', with respect to this or
that, it was most-often be-cause I was
'desperately' trying to "beat" this Catch-22's
becoming established -- be-cause I could
see it all coming -- knew that folks could
not, yet, see the Consequences inherent,
and that, if nothing "broke-through", when
folks did come to understand the Conseq-
uences inherent, they'd feel "stuck", as above.
And 'just' as Insane as in the Book.
That 'point' was crossed 'years' ago, and
I've been trying to "slog-it-out" ever since,
knowing that I was "Doomed" :-]
It's why it's becoming more and more
'funny' to me.
Like some slap-stick-comedy movie where
I can see all the nonsense playing-into the
hilarity of this or that subsequent scene.
But the 'creepy-crawler' stuff -- like my
phone answering machine always "clicking"
when I launch "Windows Explorer" [even
when my external modem is turned off], is
more-Sinister. Kind of Violates everything.
So I "mark" it, even though doing so only
results in a bigger "squish" -- because, not
doing so would be Cowardice, and I've
none of that in-me.
But the thing that 'Hurts' the most is knowing
that folks've 'got to' establish 'excuses' with
respect to their not ever allowing me to just
meet with them in-person.
So I'm able to See that there's all manner of
Falseness circulating with 'respect' to my
It's been =Brutal=.
Some 'cover-uppers' have been "working-over-
'time', in the background of my 'life'.
And I've just got to "slog-it-out", anyway.
Standing in the midst of 'everyone's "disbelief".
Dodging the 'profit'-seekers.
And whoever it is who 'thinks' that they can
just do anything to 'me' that they want to do --
"because they can".
And, in the midst of all of this, I've still
got to bring-the-Science-forward.
Via this machine-intervening 'way' :-]
Thank You, God, for 'Hard'-Way my Dad
Loved, and my Infinitely-Patient, Loving-Justice
If I do bring the understanding forward, it'll
be due to Your Wisdom in giving-me to them,
'cause they Taught me Well.
Love, ken [k. p. collins]
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