"KP-PC" <k.p.collins at worldnet.att.net%remove%> wrote in message
news:vp0ua.142605$ja4.6602151 at bgtnsc05-news.ops.worldnet.att.net...
| [...]
| In my case, I took NDT's understanding to the Authorities decades
| ago - since then, my Life has been 'Hell'. It's easy to discern the
| 'time' coincidences and correlated trends inherent, as it is easy
to
| see that 'containment' of pure-Joy stuff, as is in NDT, requires an
| organized effort.
| [...]
In my case, through my almost-complete existence within the Military
Culture, the Authorities =KNEW= all that I am. They saw that, no
matter the 'test' put to me, I will do the one thing, regardless -
work within the confines of Honor. They =KNEW= that I could 'walk
through fire' in this way.
So, when I came to them, over and over again, they =KNEW= that what I
brought to them was [is] Honorable. They =KNEW= why anything I
brought to them must be Honorable.
But they dispensed with Honor, and have built up this awesome Charade
which Abandons the Citizenry.
And, now, they can do nothing else but Kill me because they're
'ashamed' of what they've done, not with respect to me [they =KNOW=
that they've nothing to 'fear' with respect to me because they =KNOW=
that I always seek Honor], but with respect to Truth itself.
This is the gist of all that's been going on - why, although NDT
stands Verified, just Science, it's being 'buried' - why I'm being
'accused' of being every unworthy thing imaginable - they've gone
into everything of my Living - broken every connection that I used to
have, and have left me, here, to Die. They 'thought' I'd 'cave' under
the 'pressures' they exerted. I have not, and I will not. I'll just
Die. They'll account for their actions in the 'Hour' of their own
Truth.
With respect to all of this, I've =nothing= but Sorrow.
I constantly look back over all I've tried - searching for anything
that I could've done otherwisem but it's 'funny', just as they
'thought', in their naivete, that they could 'control' everything, in
my own naivete, I 'thought' that, if only I left no stones unturned,
I'd be able to find a way through to them.
The Sorrow-Filled result is that they Know that I Know all that's
transpired, and even though I wrote AoK's Epilogue for them, they'll
not accept what's right-there in-it for them.
They can neither accept Forgiveness, nor give such.
All they can do is 'juggle' the paramaters of the Big-Lie that
they've perpetrated upon all of Humanity.
Sadly, they can see no other possibility than to 'bury' this
understanding upon which the Survival of Humanity Depends, and in
which it Derives.
So, do quickly what you must do. After I'm 'gone away', folks can
pretend I never way, and get on with doing what needs to be done.
K. P. Collins
--
"Schmitd! Schmitd! Ve vill build a Shapel!"
