"kenneth collins" <kenneth.p.collins at worldnet.att.net> wrote in message
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| "kenneth collins" <kenneth.p.collins at worldnet.att.net> wrote in message
| news:28QMd.4446$Th1.4313 at bgtnsc04-news.ops.worldnet.att.net...|| [...]
|| With respect to "Social Security", I'm
| not concerned with respect to myself.
|| I'm just doing what I find in my Ob-
| ligation as "Citizen". Doing what I
| understand is Required of one who
| is a Member of a Society -- wanting
| it to Blossom into its Future.
|| If nothing I'm doing "breaks-through",
| I'll not make it to the age when I can
| receive anything from Social Security,
| and if NDT breaks through, I presume
| I won't have to 'worry' about it. [Why
| do folks who don't =need= Social
| Security payments still accept them
| from the Trust fund? Why not just let
| the folks who actually =need= them
| have them?
|| You know? Why is everybody so
| non-Caring with respect to others
| who have less than them? Doesn't
| anyone See what that does to the
| Future of a Society?]
Sure, a 'rich' guy can pay for a "cruise",
~once a 'year', with his Social Security
receipts, but, if he does so, given the
way that "the system" works, some poor
person will not have what he needs to
Survive.
This's Terrificly-Unbalanced, and reflects
a 'Blindness', on the part of the 'rich' guy,
with respect to why it is that he is 'rich'.
And, when I had this thought, earlier this
morning, I Realized that, "ken, you're
'rich' in your ability to do Science, aren't
you doing the same-stuff that you point-
out with respect to the monetarily-'rich'
guy?"
And I saw, that in such, there's an aspect
of Ugliness inherent in the way I've "ridden
the flood" of things coming-together, with-
in my Being, and that others 'see' such.
But, here I am, having worked all of my
Life to do Science, yet I'm without any
means to support my Being. I've focused
on =that= stuff while being "uppity" about
how easy it is for me to do-Science, more.
And folks who work as Professionals in
Science "resent" my just "grabbing" all the
stuff that was just sitting-out-there, undis-
covered, but the Discovery of which was
made-Possible by the work of those who
went before me. And all the Professionals
'see' me as "stealing" =their= means of sus-
taining their Professionalism.
But I =Tried= and =Tried=, for nearly two
'decades', to show Professionals in Science
how to bring Science forward, Sharing with
them all manner of True-Wonder stuff, ex-
pecting that, in return, they'd only Credit
the stuff I'd Shared with them. But no Pro-
fessionals in Science have ever done so.
It was only upon Seeing the Injustice inherent
in the way that I was being treated by Pro-
fessionals in Science that I said, "Okay, I'll
just have to Demonstrate Truth." And that's
what I've been doing.
But, when I had the thoughts, above, about
the "'rich' guy" Greedily holding-onto his Soc-
ial Security receipts, while leaving poor folks
to Perish, I Realized that Professionals in Sci-
ence must 'see' what I've been doing in an
analogous way.
And the Realization was Hard.
Good Grief! A man needs to receive the means
to Support his Being as a result of the Work
he's been willing to do, and has done.
But I've received =one= footnote in another's
work in ~35 'years', and that footnote was in
a 'work' that Ridiculed NDT's position :-]
It's 'funny' -- what am I "supposed" to do?
Go back to doing private communications
to Professionals in Science, Sharing the
stuff I've Discovered, and continue to Dis-
cover, all of which was just sitting-there,
languishing with respect to its being Dis-
covered, until I took it in my mind and
achieved TD E/I-minimization with Respect
to it, thereby Discovering it.
Doing that is a "Fault"? When it just was
not being done by anyone else? When it,
nevertheless, =Needed= to be done?
'now', all the Professionals working in Sci-
ence are 'mad' at 'me' because I just did
what needed to be done that they were
being Paid to do, but were not doing?
Folks 'see' me as the 'rich' guy who 'will
not' Share his 'wealth'?
Yeah, I'm 'rich' in understanding, and the
vast majority of the work I've done remains
to be Communicated.
What do folks think that I've been doing?
And what do folks 'think' it's like to be
Pouring one's self out, only to witness
Professionals in Science taking one's work
and "cashing one's checks"? Leaving one
to Starve? Coercing one's Being into 'just'
Pouring one's self out, evermore?
Folks working as Professionals are also
'rich', but in a different 'way'. They are
'rich' in 'power', and they use that 'power'
to Dictate to folks like me that I 'must' be
their 'slave' -- so that =they= can 'go on
their cruises', paying for them with the
fruits of my Labors :-]
I shouldn't be so "hard" on Professionals
in Science. The biggest part of what's
transpired, which I address metaphoric-
ally above, has been by Professionals
working in Government, Business, and
Journalism. It began when, in 1982, the
stuff of my NRL Presentation was ab-
used. [I've Realized that since that Pre-
sentation was =Invited=, folks in Gov-
ernment =had to= Know about the
work I'd done by then, probably as a
result of the many letters and papers I
sent out, at my own expense, phone
calls, Conference Presentation and Part-
icipation, in-person visits, etc. So the "In-
vitation" must have been 'motivated' by
the 'machinations' of 'secretive-acquisi-
tion' that's Rampant within Government-
Directed 'science'.] Then 'business' went
'rabid' with respect to NDT's and TH's
stuffs [which contributed to the "Internet
Bubble", and, when I went to Journalism,
hoping to seek redress, folks in 'journalism'
just behaved-badly, and it's all been 'pretty'-
Hard ever since. =Nothing= 'protects its
credibility' as does 'journalism', not even
'government' :-]
So what am I "supposed" to do?
I can do nothing that will enable me to
Survive unless Professionals who are
working in Science Credit the Work
I've done in Science. So I've been on-
line over the course of the last 17 'years',
hoping that that'd happen. But it hasn't.
Yet I've been Pouring-out the Work
I've done, all along, haven't I?
Yup.
So it hasn't been me whose been with-
holding his 'wealth'.
And, it's 'Funny', because all I've ever
asked of folks is of Trivial value to them.
A Footnote, Crediting the Work I've
done and Shared with them.
So, what it comes down to is that folks're
just 'Ashamed' of the way they've be-
haved, and to 'cover-their-butts', every-
one has 'decided' to just 'go on their
cruises' and let me Die, 'justifying' such
by 'seeing' how 'rich' I am in ability to
do-Science, and 'taking-offense' at how
I, so routinely, "surf the Flood" of what
I've Discovered in the work done by
folks who went before me, but which
had been left Undiscovered by every-
one else.
Folks 'see' ='me'= as the 'greedy-rich-
guy'.
It's 'Hilarious'.
I'm out-here, =Dying=.
And no one will lift a finger to Credit
the Work I've done, am doing, and will
do.
It's 'Hilarious'.
And, 'now' that folks finally understand
how Serious is the matter of NDT's un-
derstanding, everyone feels that they
'must-pretend' that they 'know-nothing'
about it, lest the Jackasses who earn
their 'livings' by 'beating others over the
head', 'beat =them= over the head'.
Observer: "Look, Ken, you're just ob-
nonxious as hell, always speaking to
everyone in derogatory terms. How can
you expect anyone to 'acknowledge'
you when you're such a bastard?"
Yeah, I've "criticized", but, if folks look,
they'll see that I've only extremely-rare-
ly "criticized" Individuals, and, then, on-
ly when it's been Obvious that they were
Operating-Deliberately and Knowingly.
But, what am I "supposed" to do.
The stuff that NDT stands-against is
stuff that has continuously Ravaged
folks' Beings since the Beginning. Am
I "supposed" to just say, "Gee, the
problem is too hard", and 'give-up'?
Even though the stuff that NDT stands
against =continues= to Ravage folks'
Beings? Even though, left uncompre-
hended, it's Slaughtering folks across
Humanity?
I've =Understood=, all along, that the
Obligation inherent in what had fallen
to me to do was =Terrible=, and that
it'd require me to be "critical". This's
why I, 'decades' ago, sent a letter to
a 'journalist' beginning, "Welcome to
my scientific suicide." I Knew what
lay in-store for 'me'. And it did what
needed to be done, and continue to
do so, anyway.
But, if folks look, they'll see that, all
along, in the midst of my "criticism" of
how folks give themselves over to 'the
beast', "Abstract Ignorance", and
while I've been explaining to folks Why
it is that they do so, and what are the
Consequences that derive in their doing
so, I've also been Disclosing folks' Vic-
timhoods to folks, and Explaining the
Need for =Forgiveness=.
That's 'funny', too.
Folks've 'thought' that, when I've written
about the Need for Forgiveness, I 'was
begging' for Forgiveness on =my own=
behalf.
I'm =not= a Saint, but I ask for Forgive-
ness only from God, understanding that,
because of what's =in= what's fallen to
me to do, that expecting Forgiveness
from folks is 'two'-much.
I've just been trying to Teach folks about
the Need for Forgiveness with respect to
their own having-behaved-'badly' with re-
spect to the stuff that's Reified in NDT.
You know? It's right in the jump button
of AoK, Ap10 -- the Prediction that folks
would 'behave-badly' with respect to NDT's
understanding, and the correlated Need for
forgiveness is explained in Ap8, and driven-
home in the doc's Epilogue.
I Saw =everything= that'd transpire =before=
I sat down to write AoK, and wrote it Lov-
ingly, knowing that, too, was in what had
fallen to me to do.
So, yeah, I'm 'rich'.
But anyone who looks can See that I've
been Working-Hard to Share my 'wealth'.
So I guess I'm not so "Ugly", after all.
Other matter:
In Fairness to the folks who Live in my
Trailer Park [and to folks who Live in
Trailers, anywhere], I have to Clarify
my saying that I live in a a cross between
a "sardine can" and a "deep freeze".
The Trailer Park where I live is =Extreme-
ly= well-run, with many folks who Work
=Hard= to Assure that it's so, and will re-
main so.
My trailer, which is outwardly of gener-
ous proportions would be more-than-I-
need in the way of "living-space" if it were
not the case that I have to warehouse the
"mountain of paper" that Documents the
route I traversed to reach NDT's under-
standing. I'm =Obligated=, as a Scientist
to Preserve this stuff so that others can
Study it.
But it doesn't leave much room-for-living
in my trailer. I cannot access more than
one book at a 'time'. [In my 'normal' ap-
proach to my research, I routinely have
dozens of books open, and work in them
all, 'simultaneously' -- which is necessary
because what I do is work to Discover
stuff that's in-them, but which had gone
unrecognized because recognizing it re-
quires that it be cross-correlated with
stuff that hadn't, then, been cross-cor-
related because it was considered to be
in an "unrelated" Discipline. If folks 'won-
der', such "interdisciplinary" cross-cor-
relation is pretty-demanding, because
one has come up-to-speed in every
Discipline before one can do the cross-
correlation. There's Serendipity in it,
though, and one does get to come up-
to-speed in the individual Disciplines.
But it's been one of the largest 'imped-
iments' to folks' coming-up-to-speed
with respect to NDT's [and TH's] stuff --
folks don't, routinely, have sufficient in-
terdisciplinary understanding to enable
them to follow the interdisciplinary cross-
correlation-Synthesis that is what NDT
[and TH] is.
And my trailer is as a "deep-freeze" on-
ly because I'm trying to minimize the ex-
penditure that'll "go up in smoke" -- so
I can use the portion of what such leaves
in my personal resources in doing what
needs to be done.
I often discuss my own situation in ways
that Unthinkingly impact Innocents, and
I did so, with respect to others who Live
in my Trailer Park, with my "sardine can
and a deep-freeze" comments.
I Apologize to these Dedicated folks.
[And, no, no one has spoken to me about
any of this. I Realized my Error on my own,
and simultaneously Realized that I must
Correct it. So I have.]
If I didn't have to "fight" for NDT's Survival,
and my own, the Trailer Park, and the Trailer,
in which I live would be "Fine" with me. I
Love most of the Folks who Live here, and
find them Gentle, Good-Humored, and Gen-
erous, even though they're anything but 'wealthy'.
You know?
I =OWE= analogous Apologies to folks in
Education, Government, Journalism, and
Religion, but, although I routinely intersperse
such within the discussions that I post, there
still remains a lot that Needs-Fixing in-there,
so I have to maintain a "stern-countenance"
with respect to doing what needs to be done
to lift-folks-up out of what's held-them-down.
=Everyone's= in my 'heart', but some things
just =Need= to be =Fixed=.
I can't "apologize" because I can do what I
=Can= do.
I just have to do it.
Be-cause, not doing it is Unthinkable.
k. p. collins
