i accept...

Collins, Kenneth KPCollins at ameshome.com
Fri Oct 27 18:39:45 EST 2000

...that there is no further reason for me to hope that anyone will meet with
me in-person.

i'll do what i can, in my small way.

it's 'difficult'.

i can't even get through to a publisher.

i'm in-debt, so i can't join any 'clubs'. not that i would if i could. why
'join' anything that has as an admission criterion that nothing shall be

although i realize that it must seem so, i'm not 'bitter'.

what i feel is pity... that folks're so victimized that they cannot lift a
hand to assist those who suffer greatly.

i don't know what i'll do, but i'll have to clear my debt before i do
anything, and that'll take 3-5 years.

it's 'funny'. i wear a scapular... you know, one of those Catholic things
that 'itches' a bit to gently remind one to think of God during the course
of one's daily affairs.

a couple of weeks ago, the string broke.

i tied it and put it back on.

i also wear a religious medal.

last night, while sleeping, that fell off, too.

it's as if even God is Angry with me.

My Lord, what can i do if no one will talk with me?

"Perhaps, if you Loved as I Taught you, folks would talk with you.

Now, go, and be alone."

i'll Praise you, still, from within the solitude.



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